Inspiration. It comes from all sorts of persons, places, things. It takes on life in ways unexpected, and sometimes dies in places we thought it would thrive. Jack Higgins was known for going to extremes to research his WWII thrillers, while Edgar Rice Burroughs never travelled in Africa, and yet brought us vivid images of Tarzan the Ape Man.
Last week, I returned from a trip to Israel where I was doing research for my Jerusalem’s Undead Trilogy. Yes, the land and the people inspired me. I’ll never forget a soldier I met on the bus to Jerusalem, the friends I made near the D ead Sea, or the tragic tale of Masada and her breathtaking views.
True inspiration didn’t spring to life, though, until my last day in the Holy Land. I was driving–yes, weaving and honking like a seasoned local–through the traffic near Damascus Gate, when I glanced back and saw the entry to the Rockefeller Museum. I’d heard they might have relics related to my book. On a whim, I U-turned and pulled up to the gate.
“Sorry,” the guard told me. “We closed at three.”
It was 3:05 p.m.
Then I spotted the sign that read: “Israel Antiquities Authority.” I knew as a fact that over a decade ago the IAA had done the excavation on the Akeldama Tombs, the precise location in which I was interested, a central point in my novel. If the IAA was housed here at this museum, surely they would have some printed materials available.
“Do you have a bookstore I could run into?” I asked. “Or a gift shop still open?”
The guard wore a surly look, but he made a phone call, huffed, then told me to follow him. In his shadow, I was taken through the empty museum, down winding staircases, along tunnels, past chain-link cages holding objects “over three-thousand-years old.” This was amazing.
At last, I was deposited in a shy woman’s office beside towering rows of archives. The guard left. “So,” the lady said, “you are interested in the Akeldama. Why?”
“I’m doing research. For a novel.”
“I hope it’s scary,” she told me.
My heart leapt. Okay, this was sounding promising. “Why?” I ventured.
“Because it’s a very scary place. I know, because I’m the one who diagrammed all the caves and inscriptions on the tombs. I had to crawl through the opening on my belly.”
“Oh my gosh!”
I could tell you more–of the lead archeologist who just happened to be studying in the IAA library that afternoon, of the fantastic charts and pictures I was given–but the bottom line is: I left there INSPIRED. I knew I was on the right path, with a great idea, and some sense of providence guiding my steps.
Don’t tell me you’ve never felt it. We all crave those moments. Oh, do they keep us going when things get dark.
Bottom line, though, is that I now have to transfer that high, that puppy love of inspiration, into the long-term commitment of a literary marriage. Me and my keyboard. Fingers and words. Pages and readers (one can only hope). Sometimes that commitment means other things take a backseat–such as my blog last month, which I failed to deliver…my apologies. Other times, I have to turn away from my literary lover long enough to connect with my real-life bride, my sweetheart of seventeen years.
Inspiration. It may come today as I plug away at my desk. It may not. It might visit me in a dream, in the car, or while watching cheesy eighties re-runs. But it will come. It always does.
Until then, I’m commited to this relationship. We’re together for the long-haul.

6 Comments, Comment or Ping
Sully
If you have enough imagination, you can write a book without using inspiration. If you have enough inspiration, you can write a book without using imagination. But if you have both, well…
Great subject. Inspiration fires up imagination for the person who has both, in life, in writing. Last week of blogging here has been rather interesting, eh wot?
– Sully (Thomas Sullivan)
Aug 3rd, 2007
rjones
It can be truly exhilarating when one is inspired, as you were, by what I’d call real stuff — something that, when transferred to a book, can give it a unique glow. After such an experience, a keyboard can seem like an agonizingly slow conduit with which to transfer racing thoughts into print. Let us know when we can get a peek.
R C
Aug 3rd, 2007
Stan
You have your departure point — mysterious, shadowy, freighted with promise.
Best on the project … may it satify you … and, eventually, me.
Stan
Aug 3rd, 2007
David Niall Wilson
I remember Masada well, and the odd, twisting streets of Jerusalem. I wrote an entire vampire trilogy involving a theoretical catacomb beneath the Al Asqua (I probably butchered my memory of the spelling) Mosque, where it’s thought the Holy Grail might have rested…
I walked through the Garden of Gethsemane, and stood across from David’s Tomb as they explained how the Arabs had put a burial ground in front of it to prevent his return…
I loved all of it…and I left filled with genuine awe…
And that from a (pretty much at this point) agnostic.
DNW
Aug 3rd, 2007
Brian Hodge
Beyond inspiration, even, it sounds like a textbook example of what’s at the heart of this wonderful quote, from the early 1900s, I think, by a guy named W.H. Murray.
A mountaineer, he was inspired to write this by circumstances pertaining to a particular expedition, but obviously saw it as a much more expansive principle:
“Until one is committed there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: That the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issue from the discussion, raising in one’s favor all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamt would have come his way.”
I’ve kept it close by for years.
Aug 3rd, 2007
John B. Rosenman
What a great story. I’m so glad you swung your car and made a u-ee. Was providence taking a hand or was it just a lucky roll of life’s dice? Either way, imagination is great, but it’s even better when fate gives inspiration a nudge.
Aug 3rd, 2007
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